it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling+Jobs… a business called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of stuff like that I found out about better aid from a podcast that I listened to and after that I found out about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like okay Tyler you might as well give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory first before I started going to treatment let me support throughout my youth I had a pretty good childhood however there were always things that I was handling in my house life and at school that I truly never ever in fact wished to deal with I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to separate almost whatever and I discussed this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I truly opened up about it and I got a great deal of terrific feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever began to just hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later once I got into treatment I discovered that there’s just a lot of that the human body can take prior to it your Faithful Counseling+Jobs
mind keeps informing you hey we got to deal with this hello we got to deal with this hey remember that stuff we needed to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s since in some cases you remain in survival mode and once your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to attempt to treat the injury or correct the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the smallest things and I also began having not serious however I began having a lot of night terrors now backstory on the night horrors I started having night horrors in 2002 I will always remember my opening nights here was the night prior to a field trip I remained in the second grade and the entire night horror was me ranging from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this insane scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup however you can type of see it really that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my bros and I bed which’s when I woke up so I woke up and I went to my mama’s space