it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Youtubers List… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of things like that I heard about better aid from a podcast that I listened to and then I found out about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like alright Tyler you may too give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory first prior to I started going to treatment let me back up during my childhood I had a pretty good childhood but there were constantly things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I really never really wished to deal with I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that do not matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to separate practically everything and I talked about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I actually opened about it and I got a lot of terrific feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever began to simply strike the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later on once I entered into therapy I learned that there’s just a lot of that the body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Youtubers List
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hi we got to handle this hello remember that things we needed to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s due to the fact that sometimes you’re in survival mode and when your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to attempt to fix the injury or fix the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just snap I would get so upset at people for the tiniest things and I also started having not severe but I started having a great deal of night horrors now backstory on the night fears I started having night fears in 2002 I will always remember my opening nights here was the night before an excursion I remained in the whole night and the second grade horror was me ranging from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some factor this was an awful thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup but you can sort of see it actually that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed and that’s when I got up so I got up and I ran to my mom’s room