it or anything but I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Yelp… a business called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of things like that I heard about better help from a podcast that I listened to and after that I found out about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like okay Tyler you may also give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory initially prior to I started going to therapy let me back up throughout my youth I had a respectable childhood however there were always things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I actually never really wanted to deal with I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to separate just about everything and I discussed this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I actually opened up about it and I got a lot of great feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever began to just strike the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and in the future as soon as I got into therapy I learned that there’s only so much of that the human body can take prior to it your Faithful Counseling Yelp
mind keeps informing you hey we got to handle this hi we got to deal with this hey bear in mind that stuff we had to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s due to the fact that in some cases you remain in survival mode and as soon as your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to try to fix the injury or correct the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply snap I would get so upset at people for the littlest things and I also started having not extreme but I began having a great deal of night fears now backstory on the night terrors I started having night terrors in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night before an expedition I was in the entire night and the second grade terror was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup but you can kind of see it really that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed which’s when I got up so I awakened and I ran to my mom’s space