it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling X Ariana Grande… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of things like that I became aware of better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I found out about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like fine Tyler you may also give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory initially prior to I began going to treatment let me support during my youth I had a pretty good childhood but there were always things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I truly never really wished to deal with I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to compartmentalize just about everything and I spoke about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I actually opened about it and I got a great deal of great feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to simply strike the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later on when I got into therapy I discovered that there’s just a lot of that the human body can take before it your Faithful Counseling X Ariana Grande
mind keeps informing you hey we got to deal with this hello we got to handle this hello remember that stuff we needed to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s because in some cases you remain in survival mode and once your body feels like it’s not in danger anymore it wishes to attempt to remedy the trauma or fix the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was simply snap I would get so upset at people for the littlest things and I likewise began having not serious but I began having a great deal of night terrors now backstory on the night terrors I began having night horrors in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night before an excursion I remained in the 2nd grade and the entire night terror was me ranging from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup but you can sort of see it actually that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed which’s when I awakened so I woke up and I went to my mommy’s space