it or anything however I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Winterless… a company called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of things like that I heard about much better aid from a podcast that I listened to and after that I became aware of it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like fine Tyler you may as well give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory first prior to I started going to therapy let me support during my childhood I had a pretty good youth however there were always things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I really never ever in fact wanted to deal with I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that do not matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to compartmentalize practically whatever and I talked about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I really opened about it and I got a great deal of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever started to simply strike the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later when I entered into therapy I found out that there’s just a lot of that the human body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Winterless
mind keeps informing you hey we got to handle this hey we got to handle this hello bear in mind that things we had to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s due to the fact that in some cases you’re in survival mode and once your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to try to correct the trauma or remedy the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at people for the tiniest things and I likewise began having not extreme but I began having a great deal of night fears now backstory on the night fears I started having night terrors in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night before a sightseeing tour I was in the 2nd grade and the entire night horror was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup but you can sort of see it in fact that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed which’s when I got up so I got up and I went to my mama’s room