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mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hey we got to deal with this hi keep in mind that stuff we needed to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s due to the fact that in some cases you remain in survival mode and once your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to attempt to correct the injury or treat the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the smallest things and I also began having not severe but I started having a lot of night fears now backstory on the night fears I started having night terrors in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night before a sightseeing tour I was in the second grade and the entire night fear was me ranging from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a horrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup but you can kind of see it really that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my bros and I bed which’s when I got up so I got up and I went to my mother’s room