it or anything however I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Vs… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of stuff like that I heard about better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I found out about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like fine Tyler you may as well give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory initially before I began going to treatment let me back up throughout my youth I had a pretty good childhood but there were constantly things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I actually never ever actually wished to handle I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to separate almost whatever and I spoke about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I truly opened about it and I got a lot of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever began to just hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and in the future as soon as I entered therapy I discovered that there’s just a lot of that the body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Vs
mind keeps telling you hey we got to deal with this hi we got to deal with this hi remember that stuff we needed to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s since in some cases you’re in survival mode and once your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to try to correct the trauma or remedy the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I began having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the tiniest things and I likewise started having not serious but I started having a great deal of night horrors now backstory on the night terrors I began having night horrors in 2002 I will never forget my first nights here was the night before a field trip I remained in the second grade and the whole night terror was me ranging from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some factor this was a horrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup however you can kind of see it actually that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed which’s when I woke up so I woke up and I went to my mom’s room