it or anything but I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Vs Traditional Coumseling… a company called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of stuff like that I became aware of better aid from a podcast that I listened to and after that I became aware of it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like okay Tyler you may too give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory first prior to I started going to treatment let me support during my youth I had a pretty good childhood but there were constantly things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I actually never really wished to deal with I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to separate practically whatever and I discussed this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I actually opened about it and I got a lot of great feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to just strike the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later on when I got into treatment I discovered that there’s only a lot of that the body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Vs Traditional Coumseling
mind keeps telling you hey we got to deal with this hey we got to handle this hey remember that stuff we had to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s because sometimes you remain in survival mode and once your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to attempt to remedy the trauma or remedy the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at people for the littlest things and I likewise started having not severe but I started having a lot of night fears now backstory on the night fears I began having night fears in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night prior to a field trip I was in the entire night and the 2nd grade fear was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some factor this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this insane scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup but you can kind of see it really that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed and that’s when I got up so I woke up and I ran to my mother’s space