it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Vs Talkspace 2018… a business called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of things like that I became aware of better aid from a podcast that I listened to and then I found out about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like all right Tyler you might as well give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory initially prior to I began going to treatment let me back up throughout my childhood I had a pretty good childhood but there were always things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I actually never really wished to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to compartmentalize just about whatever and I discussed this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I truly opened about it and I got a great deal of great feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever began to just strike the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later on when I got into treatment I discovered that there’s just so much of that the human body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Vs Talkspace 2018
mind keeps telling you hey we got to deal with this hello we got to deal with this hey keep in mind that stuff we had to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s due to the fact that sometimes you’re in survival mode and once your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to attempt to correct the trauma or fix the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at people for the littlest things and I likewise began having not serious but I began having a lot of night terrors now backstory on the night terrors I started having night fears in 2002 I will never forget my first nights here was the night before a field trip I remained in the second grade and the whole night horror was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was a horrible thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup however you can sort of see it really that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed which’s when I woke up so I got up and I ran to my mom’s room