it or anything but I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Vs T… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of things like that I found out about better assistance from a podcast that I listened to and then I heard about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like alright Tyler you may as well give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory first before I started going to treatment let me back up throughout my childhood I had a pretty good youth however there were constantly things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I actually never ever actually wished to deal with I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to compartmentalize almost whatever and I spoke about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I really opened up about it and I got a great deal of great feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything began to simply hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later on once I entered treatment I found out that there’s only a lot of that the human body can take prior to it your Faithful Counseling Vs T
mind keeps informing you hey we got to deal with this hey we got to handle this hi bear in mind that things we needed to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s because in some cases you remain in survival mode and once your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to try to fix the trauma or fix the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the smallest things and I likewise started having not serious however I began having a great deal of night fears now backstory on the night horrors I started having night fears in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night before a school trip I was in the whole night and the 2nd grade horror was me ranging from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup however you can sort of see it really that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my bros and I bed which’s when I awakened so I awakened and I ran to my mama’s room