it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Vs Lyra… a business called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of stuff like that I found out about much better assistance from a podcast that I listened to and then I became aware of it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like okay Tyler you might as well give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory first before I began going to treatment let me back up throughout my youth I had a pretty good childhood but there were always things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I really never in fact wanted to deal with I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to separate almost everything and I spoke about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I actually opened about it and I got a great deal of fantastic feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever began to just strike the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later on once I entered into treatment I learned that there’s only a lot of that the body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Vs Lyra
mind keeps informing you hey we got to handle this hello we got to deal with this hello keep in mind that stuff we had to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s because in some cases you remain in survival mode and once your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to try to treat the trauma or correct the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at people for the littlest things and I also began having not severe but I started having a great deal of night terrors now backstory on the night fears I began having night horrors in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night prior to a field trip I remained in the whole night and the second grade fear was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was an awful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup however you can kind of see it actually that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed which’s when I got up so I woke up and I went to my mother’s space