it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Vs Calmerry… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of stuff like that I became aware of better aid from a podcast that I listened to and then I became aware of it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like fine Tyler you might too give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory initially before I began going to treatment let me support throughout my childhood I had a pretty good childhood but there were constantly things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I truly never in fact wanted to deal with I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that do not matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to separate just about whatever and I discussed this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I truly opened up about it and I got a great deal of fantastic feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything began to just strike the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later as soon as I entered into therapy I learned that there’s just so much of that the body can take prior to it your Faithful Counseling Vs Calmerry
mind keeps informing you hey we got to deal with this hey we got to deal with this hey keep in mind that things we needed to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s since sometimes you’re in survival mode and once your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to attempt to remedy the trauma or correct the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable accessory to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the littlest things and I also started having not severe but I started having a great deal of night terrors now backstory on the night fears I began having night horrors in 2002 I will never forget my first nights here was the night prior to an expedition I remained in the entire night and the 2nd grade fear was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was an awful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup however you can sort of see it actually that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my bros and I bed which’s when I woke up so I got up and I ran to my mama’s room