it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Voucher… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of things like that I heard about better help from a podcast that I listened to and after that I became aware of it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like fine Tyler you might also give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory initially before I began going to therapy let me support during my childhood I had a respectable youth however there were always things that I was handling in my house life and at school that I really never ever really wished to deal with I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to separate almost everything and I discussed this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I actually opened up about it and I got a lot of great feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 everything began to just hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later when I got into treatment I discovered that there’s only so much of that the body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Voucher
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hi we got to handle this hey remember that stuff we had to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s because sometimes you’re in survival mode and once your body feels like it’s not in danger anymore it wishes to try to treat the trauma or fix the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I began having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at people for the littlest things and I also began having not serious however I began having a great deal of night horrors now backstory on the night terrors I started having night fears in 2002 I will always remember my opening nights here was the night prior to a field trip I remained in the whole night and the second grade terror was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a horrible thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this insane scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup but you can type of see it in fact that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed which’s when I awakened so I awakened and I ran to my mother’s space