it or anything however I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Velma… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of things like that I found out about better aid from a podcast that I listened to and after that I became aware of it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled fine Tyler you might also give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory initially prior to I began going to treatment let me support during my childhood I had a respectable childhood but there were constantly things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I truly never ever really wanted to deal with I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I discovered how to separate almost everything and I discussed this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I really opened up about it and I got a great deal of terrific feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to simply hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and in the future when I entered into treatment I learned that there’s only so much of that the body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Velma
mind keeps informing you hey we got to handle this hey we got to deal with this hello remember that stuff we needed to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s since often you’re in survival mode and as soon as your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to try to fix the trauma or fix the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the smallest things and I also started having not extreme but I started having a great deal of night terrors now backstory on the night fears I started having night horrors in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night prior to a field trip I remained in the second grade and the whole night fear was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup however you can type of see it in fact that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed which’s when I woke up so I woke up and I went to my mommy’s space