it or anything however I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling User… a business called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of stuff like that I became aware of much better assistance from a podcast that I listened to and after that I found out about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like fine Tyler you might as well give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory first before I began going to therapy let me back up throughout my childhood I had a respectable childhood but there were always things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I really never actually wished to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that do not matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I discovered how to compartmentalize practically whatever and I discussed this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I really opened up about it and I got a lot of terrific feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever began to simply strike the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and in the future when I entered therapy I found out that there’s just so much of that the human body can take before it your Faithful Counseling User
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hi we got to deal with this hello remember that things we needed to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s since in some cases you’re in survival mode and as soon as your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to try to treat the trauma or treat the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the smallest things and I likewise started having not serious but I began having a great deal of night horrors now backstory on the night terrors I began having night fears in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night prior to a sightseeing tour I was in the second grade and the entire night terror was me ranging from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some factor this was an awful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this insane scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup but you can kind of see it really that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed and that’s when I awakened so I awakened and I went to my mommy’s space