it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Us… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of stuff like that I became aware of better aid from a podcast that I listened to and after that I found out about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled alright Tyler you might too give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory first before I began going to therapy let me support during my childhood I had a pretty good youth but there were always things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I really never ever actually wanted to deal with I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I discovered how to separate almost everything and I talked about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I truly opened about it and I got a great deal of great feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever started to simply strike the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later on as soon as I entered treatment I discovered that there’s only so much of that the body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Us
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hi we got to handle this hey keep in mind that stuff we needed to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s because in some cases you’re in survival mode and once your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to attempt to fix the trauma or treat the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I began having psychological breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at people for the smallest things and I likewise began having not extreme but I started having a lot of night horrors now backstory on the night terrors I began having night fears in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night prior to a sightseeing tour I was in the second grade and the whole night horror was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some factor this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this insane scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup however you can kind of see it really that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed and that’s when I woke up so I awakened and I went to my mommy’s space