it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Unethical… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of stuff like that I found out about better aid from a podcast that I listened to and after that I heard about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled alright Tyler you might also give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory first prior to I began going to therapy let me back up throughout my youth I had a pretty good youth however there were constantly things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I truly never in fact wished to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that do not matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to compartmentalize practically everything and I talked about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I actually opened up about it and I got a great deal of fantastic feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything began to just hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later on once I got into treatment I found out that there’s only so much of that the body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Unethical
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hello we got to deal with this hi keep in mind that stuff we needed to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s because sometimes you remain in survival mode and when your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to attempt to treat the trauma or fix the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I began having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just snap I would get so upset at individuals for the tiniest things and I also started having not serious but I started having a great deal of night terrors now backstory on the night horrors I began having night fears in 2002 I will never forget my first nights here was the night prior to a sightseeing tour I was in the 2nd grade and the whole night fear was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was a horrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup but you can kind of see it in fact that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed which’s when I awakened so I got up and I went to my mama’s space