it or anything however I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling/Unashamed… a business called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of stuff like that I found out about much better aid from a podcast that I listened to and then I heard about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled all right Tyler you might too give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory initially prior to I started going to treatment let me back up during my youth I had a pretty good childhood but there were constantly things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I really never in fact wished to deal with I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I discovered how to separate practically everything and I talked about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I truly opened about it and I got a lot of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever began to simply strike the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and in the future when I entered into therapy I learned that there’s only a lot of that the body can take before it your Faithful Counseling/Unashamed
mind keeps telling you hey we got to deal with this hello we got to handle this hello keep in mind that things we needed to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s since sometimes you’re in survival mode and as soon as your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to try to treat the injury or correct the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I began having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the tiniest things and I likewise started having not serious but I began having a lot of night fears now backstory on the night horrors I began having night horrors in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night before an excursion I remained in the second grade and the entire night horror was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was an awful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup however you can type of see it in fact that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed and that’s when I got up so I woke up and I went to my mama’s room