it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Trouble… a company called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of stuff like that I found out about better assistance from a podcast that I listened to and then I became aware of it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like okay Tyler you may too give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory initially before I started going to treatment let me support during my youth I had a pretty good childhood however there were always things that I was handling in my house life and at school that I really never in fact wished to handle I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to separate just about everything and I discussed this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I actually opened up about it and I got a great deal of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to simply hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later as soon as I got into therapy I discovered that there’s just so much of that the human body can take prior to it your Faithful Counseling Trouble
mind keeps telling you hey we got to deal with this hey we got to deal with this hi remember that stuff we needed to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s because in some cases you remain in survival mode and once your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to try to fix the trauma or remedy the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at people for the smallest things and I likewise began having not severe but I started having a great deal of night horrors now backstory on the night terrors I began having night horrors in 2002 I will never forget my first nights here was the night before a school trip I was in the entire night and the second grade horror was me ranging from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this insane scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup but you can type of see it actually that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my bros and I bed which’s when I awakened so I awakened and I ran to my mama’s room