it or anything but I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Travel… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of stuff like that I heard about better aid from a podcast that I listened to and after that I found out about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled all right Tyler you might also give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory first before I began going to treatment let me back up during my childhood I had a respectable youth but there were always things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I really never ever actually wished to handle I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to separate just about whatever and I spoke about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I really opened about it and I got a lot of terrific feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 everything began to just hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and in the future as soon as I got into treatment I discovered that there’s just a lot of that the body can take prior to it your Faithful Counseling Travel
mind keeps telling you hey we got to deal with this hey we got to deal with this hi bear in mind that things we had to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s due to the fact that sometimes you remain in survival mode and as soon as your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to try to fix the injury or fix the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was just snap I would get so upset at people for the smallest things and I also started having not extreme however I started having a great deal of night horrors now backstory on the night fears I began having night horrors in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night before an expedition I remained in the 2nd grade and the whole night fear was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup but you can kind of see it actually that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my bros and I bed and that’s when I woke up so I woke up and I went to my mommy’s space