it or anything however I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Trail… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of things like that I heard about better help from a podcast that I listened to and after that I became aware of it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled okay Tyler you may also give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory first prior to I started going to treatment let me back up throughout my childhood I had a respectable childhood but there were constantly things that I was dealing with in my home life and at school that I truly never ever in fact wanted to deal with I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that do not matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to compartmentalize practically whatever and I talked about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I really opened up about it and I got a great deal of fantastic feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever began to simply hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and in the future as soon as I entered treatment I discovered that there’s only so much of that the human body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Trail
mind keeps informing you hey we got to deal with this hi we got to deal with this hello remember that stuff we had to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s due to the fact that in some cases you remain in survival mode and when your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to try to treat the trauma or correct the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was simply snap I would get so upset at people for the smallest things and I likewise began having not extreme however I began having a lot of night horrors now backstory on the night horrors I began having night fears in 2002 I will always remember my opening nights here was the night before an excursion I remained in the whole night and the 2nd grade terror was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup but you can type of see it in fact that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my bros and I bed and that’s when I awakened so I awakened and I went to my mom’s room