it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Therapist Does Not Respond… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of stuff like that I found out about better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I heard about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like all right Tyler you may also give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory first prior to I started going to treatment let me back up during my childhood I had a respectable youth however there were always things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I actually never ever in fact wished to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to separate almost whatever and I spoke about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I truly opened up about it and I got a great deal of great feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever began to simply hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and in the future when I entered into treatment I discovered that there’s only so much of that the human body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Therapist Does Not Respond
mind keeps telling you hey we got to deal with this hi we got to deal with this hey keep in mind that stuff we needed to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s since in some cases you’re in survival mode and once your body feels like it’s not in danger anymore it wishes to try to fix the injury or correct the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at people for the littlest things and I also started having not extreme however I began having a lot of night fears now backstory on the night fears I began having night fears in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night prior to an excursion I was in the 2nd grade and the entire night fear was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup but you can type of see it in fact that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my bros and I bed and that’s when I got up so I got up and I ran to my mother’s room