it or anything but I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Therapist Cos… a business called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of things like that I found out about better assistance from a podcast that I listened to and after that I heard about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like okay Tyler you might too give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory first before I started going to therapy let me back up during my youth I had a pretty good youth but there were always things that I was dealing with in my home life and at school that I actually never actually wished to deal with I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to separate almost everything and I discussed this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I truly opened about it and I got a great deal of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever started to just strike the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and in the future as soon as I got into therapy I learned that there’s just a lot of that the body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Therapist Cos
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hello we got to deal with this hello remember that things we needed to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s since sometimes you remain in survival mode and once your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to attempt to treat the trauma or treat the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at people for the smallest things and I also began having not extreme but I started having a lot of night terrors now backstory on the night horrors I began having night horrors in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night before a field trip I was in the second grade and the entire night horror was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was a horrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup however you can kind of see it really that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed and that’s when I woke up so I woke up and I went to my mommy’s space