it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Swedish… a business called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of stuff like that I heard about much better aid from a podcast that I listened to and then I became aware of it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like fine Tyler you might as well give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory first prior to I started going to treatment let me back up during my childhood I had a pretty good childhood however there were always things that I was handling in my house life and at school that I actually never in fact wanted to handle I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to compartmentalize practically whatever and I spoke about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I truly opened up about it and I got a lot of fantastic feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever began to just hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later on as soon as I entered therapy I discovered that there’s just a lot of that the human body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Swedish
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hi we got to handle this hello bear in mind that things we had to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s since in some cases you remain in survival mode and when your body feels like it’s not in danger anymore it wishes to try to treat the trauma or treat the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at people for the tiniest things and I likewise started having not extreme however I started having a lot of night terrors now backstory on the night terrors I began having night horrors in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night prior to an expedition I remained in the whole night and the 2nd grade terror was me ranging from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this insane scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup however you can kind of see it actually that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my bros and I bed which’s when I got up so I woke up and I went to my mommy’s room