it or anything but I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Suicidal… a business called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of stuff like that I heard about better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I heard about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled alright Tyler you might also give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory initially prior to I began going to therapy let me support during my childhood I had a pretty good youth but there were constantly things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I actually never really wanted to deal with I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I discovered how to compartmentalize almost everything and I discussed this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I truly opened about it and I got a lot of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to just strike the fan I was just to the end of my rope and in the future once I entered into treatment I discovered that there’s only a lot of that the human body can take prior to it your Faithful Counseling Suicidal
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hey we got to deal with this hi remember that things we had to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s since often you remain in survival mode and when your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to attempt to fix the injury or treat the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable accessory to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply snap I would get so upset at people for the littlest things and I also started having not severe but I began having a great deal of night fears now backstory on the night fears I began having night horrors in 2002 I will never forget my first nights here was the night prior to an expedition I was in the 2nd grade and the entire night horror was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup however you can sort of see it in fact that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my bros and I bed which’s when I woke up so I got up and I ran to my mom’s space