it or anything but I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling *Stevenson… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of things like that I became aware of much better aid from a podcast that I listened to and then I became aware of it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like fine Tyler you might also give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory initially before I began going to treatment let me support during my childhood I had a pretty good childhood however there were constantly things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I really never ever really wished to deal with I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to separate just about everything and I talked about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I really opened about it and I got a lot of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever began to just strike the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later as soon as I got into therapy I found out that there’s just so much of that the body can take before it your Faithful Counseling *Stevenson
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hello we got to handle this hey keep in mind that stuff we had to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s since sometimes you remain in survival mode and when your body feels like it’s not in danger anymore it wishes to attempt to remedy the injury or remedy the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable accessory to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the smallest things and I also started having not serious but I started having a lot of night fears now backstory on the night fears I began having night terrors in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night prior to a field trip I remained in the second grade and the whole night terror was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup but you can kind of see it really that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my bros and I bed and that’s when I awakened so I woke up and I ran to my mom’s room