it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Sms… a company called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of stuff like that I heard about much better assistance from a podcast that I listened to and then I heard about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like all right Tyler you may too give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory first before I started going to therapy let me back up during my childhood I had a respectable childhood however there were always things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I truly never ever actually wished to deal with I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to compartmentalize practically whatever and I discussed this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I actually opened about it and I got a great deal of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 everything began to simply hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later as soon as I entered therapy I found out that there’s only so much of that the body can take prior to it your Faithful Counseling Sms
mind keeps informing you hey we got to handle this hey we got to deal with this hey remember that stuff we needed to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s because sometimes you remain in survival mode and once your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to attempt to correct the trauma or correct the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at people for the tiniest things and I likewise began having not severe however I began having a great deal of night horrors now backstory on the night fears I began having night horrors in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night prior to an expedition I remained in the whole night and the second grade horror was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup however you can sort of see it actually that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my bros and I bed which’s when I got up so I got up and I ran to my mommy’s room