it or anything however I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Sherry Jo… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of stuff like that I found out about better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I heard about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like all right Tyler you might too give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory initially prior to I began going to therapy let me back up during my childhood I had a pretty good youth however there were always things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I actually never in fact wished to deal with I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I discovered how to separate just about whatever and I discussed this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I truly opened up about it and I got a lot of fantastic feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to just strike the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later on once I entered into therapy I learned that there’s only so much of that the body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Sherry Jo
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hi we got to deal with this hey bear in mind that stuff we had to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s due to the fact that in some cases you’re in survival mode and once your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wishes to attempt to remedy the trauma or treat the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at people for the littlest things and I likewise started having not severe but I began having a great deal of night terrors now backstory on the night horrors I began having night terrors in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night prior to an excursion I was in the whole night and the 2nd grade fear was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup but you can sort of see it really that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed and that’s when I awakened so I awakened and I ran to my mother’s space