it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Shane… a business called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of things like that I found out about much better assistance from a podcast that I listened to and then I heard about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled fine Tyler you might also give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory initially before I started going to treatment let me support throughout my childhood I had a pretty good childhood however there were always things that I was dealing with in my home life and at school that I really never in fact wanted to deal with I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I discovered how to separate almost whatever and I spoke about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I really opened up about it and I got a great deal of great feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to just hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and in the future when I entered treatment I found out that there’s just so much of that the body can take prior to it your Faithful Counseling Shane
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hey we got to handle this hey keep in mind that stuff we needed to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s because sometimes you’re in survival mode and when your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wishes to try to remedy the injury or fix the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was just snap I would get so upset at individuals for the smallest things and I also began having not serious but I started having a lot of night fears now backstory on the night fears I began having night terrors in 2002 I will always remember my opening nights here was the night before a sightseeing tour I remained in the 2nd grade and the entire night fear was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was an awful thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this insane scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup but you can type of see it really that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my bros and I bed which’s when I woke up so I awakened and I went to my mother’s space