it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Shane Dawson… a company called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of stuff like that I became aware of better aid from a podcast that I listened to and after that I became aware of it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like okay Tyler you might also give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory initially prior to I started going to therapy let me support throughout my youth I had a pretty good childhood however there were always things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I truly never really wanted to deal with I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I discovered how to compartmentalize almost whatever and I talked about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I really opened about it and I got a lot of fantastic feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything began to just hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later on as soon as I entered into treatment I found out that there’s only so much of that the body can take prior to it your Faithful Counseling Shane Dawson
mind keeps informing you hey we got to handle this hey we got to handle this hey keep in mind that things we had to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s because often you remain in survival mode and once your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to attempt to remedy the injury or remedy the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at people for the tiniest things and I also started having not severe however I started having a lot of night horrors now backstory on the night horrors I started having night horrors in 2002 I will never forget my first nights here was the night before a field trip I was in the second grade and the entire night fear was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was an awful thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup but you can sort of see it actually that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed which’s when I got up so I woke up and I went to my mama’s room