it or anything but I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Session… a company called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of stuff like that I found out about much better help from a podcast that I listened to and after that I found out about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like fine Tyler you might as well give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory initially prior to I started going to treatment let me back up during my childhood I had a pretty good childhood but there were constantly things that I was handling in my house life and at school that I really never ever really wished to deal with I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I discovered how to compartmentalize practically everything and I talked about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I really opened about it and I got a lot of terrific feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever started to just hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and in the future when I entered into therapy I learned that there’s only so much of that the human body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Session
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hey we got to deal with this hi keep in mind that things we had to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s since often you remain in survival mode and when your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to attempt to correct the trauma or remedy the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at people for the littlest things and I also began having not severe but I began having a lot of night terrors now backstory on the night fears I started having night terrors in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night prior to a school trip I was in the second grade and the whole night fear was me ranging from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was an awful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup however you can type of see it really that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed which’s when I woke up so I got up and I ran to my mother’s space