it or anything but I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Schizophrenia… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of things like that I found out about much better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I found out about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like alright Tyler you might too give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory initially prior to I started going to treatment let me back up during my childhood I had a respectable youth however there were constantly things that I was handling in my house life and at school that I truly never in fact wished to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to compartmentalize almost whatever and I talked about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I truly opened up about it and I got a lot of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to simply strike the fan I was just to the end of my rope and in the future as soon as I entered therapy I found out that there’s just so much of that the body can take prior to it your Faithful Counseling Schizophrenia
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hi we got to deal with this hello keep in mind that stuff we had to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s due to the fact that sometimes you remain in survival mode and when your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to try to correct the trauma or correct the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I began having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the tiniest things and I also started having not serious but I started having a great deal of night terrors now backstory on the night horrors I started having night terrors in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night before a school trip I remained in the entire night and the second grade fear was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this insane scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup however you can sort of see it in fact that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed and that’s when I woke up so I woke up and I ran to my mom’s space