it or anything but I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Scandal;… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of things like that I heard about better aid from a podcast that I listened to and after that I found out about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled okay Tyler you may as well give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory first prior to I began going to treatment let me support throughout my childhood I had a pretty good childhood but there were always things that I was handling in my house life and at school that I really never really wanted to deal with I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to separate just about everything and I talked about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I truly opened about it and I got a great deal of great feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever began to just hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later on once I entered into therapy I learned that there’s just so much of that the human body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Scandal;
mind keeps informing you hey we got to deal with this hi we got to handle this hello keep in mind that things we needed to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s because often you remain in survival mode and once your body feels like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to attempt to treat the trauma or treat the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply snap I would get so upset at people for the tiniest things and I also began having not severe but I started having a great deal of night terrors now backstory on the night fears I started having night fears in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night before a field trip I remained in the second grade and the whole night horror was me ranging from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup but you can sort of see it really that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed and that’s when I got up so I got up and I ran to my mama’s space