it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Scam Youtubers… a company called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of things like that I heard about better help from a podcast that I listened to and after that I heard about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like fine Tyler you might also give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory initially before I began going to therapy let me back up throughout my youth I had a respectable childhood but there were constantly things that I was handling in my house life and at school that I actually never in fact wished to deal with I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to separate practically everything and I discussed this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I really opened up about it and I got a lot of great feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to simply strike the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later when I entered into therapy I found out that there’s only a lot of that the human body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Scam Youtubers
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IVHvjf0IOVQ
mind keeps informing you hey we got to handle this hi we got to handle this hello remember that stuff we needed to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s because sometimes you’re in survival mode and when your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wishes to try to correct the injury or correct the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at people for the smallest things and I likewise started having not serious but I began having a great deal of night terrors now backstory on the night fears I started having night terrors in 2002 I will never forget my first nights here was the night before an expedition I remained in the entire night and the 2nd grade fear was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup however you can kind of see it in fact that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my bros and I bed and that’s when I woke up so I awakened and I went to my mom’s space
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2s9Yfuv2YPk