it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Sca,… a business called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of stuff like that I heard about better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I became aware of it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled all right Tyler you may as well give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory initially prior to I started going to treatment let me support during my childhood I had a respectable childhood however there were constantly things that I was dealing with in my home life and at school that I really never in fact wished to deal with I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to separate practically whatever and I spoke about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I truly opened about it and I got a lot of terrific feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything began to just hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later once I entered therapy I found out that there’s only so much of that the human body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Sca,
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hi we got to deal with this hi bear in mind that stuff we needed to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s since often you’re in survival mode and as soon as your body feels like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to attempt to correct the trauma or fix the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I began having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just snap I would get so upset at individuals for the smallest things and I also started having not severe however I started having a great deal of night terrors now backstory on the night fears I began having night terrors in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night before a school trip I was in the 2nd grade and the entire night terror was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup but you can sort of see it really that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed which’s when I got up so I got up and I went to my mom’s room