it or anything but I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Robert Bowman… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of stuff like that I heard about better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I heard about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like alright Tyler you may also give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory initially before I began going to treatment let me back up throughout my childhood I had a pretty good youth however there were constantly things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I truly never in fact wished to deal with I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that do not matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to compartmentalize just about whatever and I spoke about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I actually opened up about it and I got a lot of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 everything began to just strike the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later on as soon as I got into treatment I found out that there’s only a lot of that the body can take prior to it your Faithful Counseling Robert Bowman
mind keeps telling you hey we got to deal with this hi we got to handle this hey remember that things we needed to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s since often you’re in survival mode and as soon as your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to try to treat the trauma or fix the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the smallest things and I likewise began having not extreme but I started having a great deal of night fears now backstory on the night horrors I started having night fears in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night before a sightseeing tour I remained in the whole night and the 2nd grade terror was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup but you can kind of see it in fact that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed which’s when I got up so I woke up and I ran to my mommy’s space