it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling/Robdyke… a business called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of things like that I found out about much better help from a podcast that I listened to and after that I heard about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled alright Tyler you might as well give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory first prior to I began going to therapy let me support throughout my youth I had a respectable childhood however there were constantly things that I was dealing with in my home life and at school that I really never ever actually wished to deal with I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to compartmentalize almost everything and I spoke about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I really opened about it and I got a great deal of fantastic feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever started to simply strike the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later as soon as I entered therapy I found out that there’s just so much of that the body can take before it your Faithful Counseling/Robdyke
mind keeps telling you hey we got to deal with this hey we got to deal with this hello remember that stuff we had to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s because in some cases you’re in survival mode and when your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to attempt to correct the trauma or fix the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I began having psychological breakdowns all the time I was simply snap I would get so upset at people for the littlest things and I also started having not serious however I began having a great deal of night fears now backstory on the night terrors I began having night fears in 2002 I will never forget my first nights here was the night before a school trip I remained in the second grade and the entire night fear was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some factor this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup but you can kind of see it in fact that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed and that’s when I woke up so I got up and I went to my mother’s room