it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Rise… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of things like that I heard about much better aid from a podcast that I listened to and then I became aware of it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like all right Tyler you may too give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory first before I began going to treatment let me back up throughout my childhood I had a respectable youth however there were constantly things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I really never ever actually wished to deal with I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to compartmentalize just about everything and I discussed this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I actually opened up about it and I got a great deal of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever started to just strike the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later on when I got into treatment I found out that there’s only a lot of that the human body can take prior to it your Faithful Counseling Rise
mind keeps informing you hey we got to deal with this hi we got to handle this hi bear in mind that things we had to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s because in some cases you remain in survival mode and when your body feels like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to attempt to remedy the injury or treat the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just snap I would get so upset at individuals for the smallest things and I likewise started having not extreme however I began having a great deal of night fears now backstory on the night terrors I began having night fears in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night before a school trip I remained in the second grade and the entire night fear was me ranging from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup but you can sort of see it really that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed which’s when I woke up so I woke up and I ran to my mommy’s space