it or anything but I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Research… a company called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of things like that I became aware of better help from a podcast that I listened to and after that I heard about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like okay Tyler you may as well give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory first before I started going to treatment let me back up during my childhood I had a pretty good childhood but there were always things that I was handling in my house life and at school that I really never ever really wanted to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to compartmentalize practically whatever and I talked about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I actually opened up about it and I got a lot of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever started to just hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later once I got into therapy I learned that there’s just a lot of that the human body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Research
mind keeps informing you hey we got to handle this hello we got to handle this hello keep in mind that things we had to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s due to the fact that in some cases you remain in survival mode and as soon as your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to attempt to correct the injury or correct the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at people for the tiniest things and I also began having not severe but I began having a lot of night terrors now backstory on the night horrors I began having night horrors in 2002 I will always remember my opening nights here was the night prior to a sightseeing tour I was in the 2nd grade and the whole night terror was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup but you can sort of see it really that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my bros and I bed which’s when I got up so I woke up and I went to my mom’s space