it or anything however I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Rati Gs… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of things like that I found out about much better aid from a podcast that I listened to and then I heard about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like okay Tyler you might too give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory first before I began going to therapy let me back up during my youth I had a respectable youth however there were constantly things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I really never ever actually wanted to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I discovered how to compartmentalize just about whatever and I spoke about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I actually opened up about it and I got a lot of great feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever started to just hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later as soon as I entered into treatment I found out that there’s only so much of that the body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Rati Gs
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hi we got to deal with this hello bear in mind that stuff we had to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s because in some cases you’re in survival mode and once your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wishes to try to treat the trauma or fix the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the smallest things and I likewise started having not serious however I began having a lot of night terrors now backstory on the night terrors I began having night fears in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night prior to an excursion I remained in the whole night and the second grade terror was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this insane scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup however you can type of see it really that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my bros and I bed which’s when I woke up so I awakened and I went to my mother’s space