it or anything but I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Pros Vs Cons… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of things like that I heard about better help from a podcast that I listened to and after that I found out about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like all right Tyler you might too give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory first before I started going to therapy let me support during my childhood I had a pretty good childhood however there were always things that I was dealing with in my home life and at school that I really never ever actually wanted to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to compartmentalize just about everything and I talked about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I really opened up about it and I got a great deal of fantastic feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to simply hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later on once I entered into therapy I discovered that there’s only a lot of that the body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Pros Vs Cons
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hi we got to deal with this hi keep in mind that stuff we needed to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s because sometimes you remain in survival mode and when your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to attempt to remedy the trauma or fix the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at people for the littlest things and I likewise started having not serious but I started having a lot of night fears now backstory on the night terrors I started having night horrors in 2002 I will always remember my opening nights here was the night before a school outing I remained in the 2nd grade and the whole night terror was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was a horrible thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup but you can sort of see it really that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed which’s when I awakened so I awakened and I ran to my mommy’s room