it or anything but I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Problematic… a business called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of things like that I became aware of better assistance from a podcast that I listened to and after that I found out about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled alright Tyler you might as well give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory first prior to I began going to treatment let me back up during my childhood I had a pretty good childhood but there were always things that I was handling in my house life and at school that I truly never really wanted to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I discovered how to separate almost everything and I talked about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I actually opened up about it and I got a great deal of terrific feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever started to just strike the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later as soon as I entered treatment I discovered that there’s just a lot of that the body can take prior to it your Faithful Counseling Problematic
mind keeps informing you hey we got to deal with this hello we got to deal with this hello keep in mind that things we needed to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s because in some cases you remain in survival mode and when your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to try to remedy the trauma or remedy the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply snap I would get so upset at individuals for the littlest things and I also began having not serious however I started having a lot of night fears now backstory on the night horrors I started having night horrors in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night before an excursion I was in the second grade and the whole night fear was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this insane scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup however you can type of see it actually that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my bros and I bed and that’s when I got up so I woke up and I went to my mommy’s space