it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Pride Counseling… a company called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of stuff like that I became aware of better assistance from a podcast that I listened to and then I heard about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like all right Tyler you may as well give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory first before I started going to treatment let me support throughout my youth I had a respectable youth however there were always things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I actually never ever really wished to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to compartmentalize practically everything and I spoke about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I actually opened about it and I got a lot of terrific feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever began to just strike the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later once I entered therapy I learned that there’s only so much of that the human body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Pride Counseling
mind keeps informing you hey we got to deal with this hey we got to handle this hello remember that things we needed to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s due to the fact that often you’re in survival mode and once your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to attempt to fix the trauma or fix the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at people for the littlest things and I likewise started having not severe however I began having a great deal of night fears now backstory on the night horrors I started having night fears in 2002 I will never forget my first nights here was the night before a school trip I was in the second grade and the whole night horror was me ranging from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this insane scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup however you can sort of see it in fact that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed and that’s when I awakened so I got up and I went to my mom’s room