it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Price… a business called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of things like that I found out about much better assistance from a podcast that I listened to and after that I became aware of it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like all right Tyler you might too give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory initially before I started going to treatment let me support during my youth I had a pretty good childhood but there were always things that I was handling in my house life and at school that I truly never ever really wanted to deal with I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that do not matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I discovered how to compartmentalize almost everything and I discussed this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I actually opened up about it and I got a great deal of great feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever started to just strike the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later on when I got into therapy I learned that there’s just so much of that the body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Price
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hello we got to deal with this hey remember that things we had to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s due to the fact that sometimes you’re in survival mode and once your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to try to remedy the trauma or remedy the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just snap I would get so upset at people for the smallest things and I also started having not serious but I began having a great deal of night horrors now backstory on the night horrors I began having night terrors in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night prior to a school trip I was in the 2nd grade and the whole night terror was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup however you can kind of see it in fact that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed and that’s when I woke up so I awakened and I ran to my mom’s room