it or anything however I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Philip Defranco… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of stuff like that I heard about better aid from a podcast that I listened to and then I heard about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like okay Tyler you might as well give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory first before I started going to treatment let me support during my youth I had a respectable youth however there were always things that I was dealing with in my home life and at school that I really never actually wished to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to separate just about everything and I talked about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I actually opened up about it and I got a great deal of terrific feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever started to simply strike the fan I was just to the end of my rope and in the future when I entered therapy I discovered that there’s just so much of that the human body can take prior to it your Faithful Counseling Philip Defranco
mind keeps telling you hey we got to deal with this hello we got to deal with this hello keep in mind that stuff we needed to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s since often you’re in survival mode and once your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to attempt to treat the trauma or treat the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the smallest things and I likewise started having not severe however I started having a lot of night horrors now backstory on the night fears I began having night fears in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night before an excursion I was in the entire night and the 2nd grade terror was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was an awful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup however you can sort of see it in fact that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed and that’s when I awakened so I woke up and I went to my mother’s space