it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Phil… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of things like that I heard about much better help from a podcast that I listened to and after that I heard about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled all right Tyler you might as well give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory initially prior to I started going to treatment let me support during my youth I had a respectable youth however there were constantly things that I was handling in my house life and at school that I truly never actually wanted to deal with I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to separate practically everything and I talked about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I truly opened about it and I got a great deal of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever began to just hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and in the future as soon as I entered into treatment I found out that there’s just so much of that the human body can take prior to it your Faithful Counseling Phil
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hello we got to handle this hello keep in mind that things we had to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s due to the fact that often you remain in survival mode and as soon as your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to attempt to fix the injury or treat the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply snap I would get so upset at people for the tiniest things and I also started having not serious but I began having a great deal of night horrors now backstory on the night fears I began having night fears in 2002 I will never forget my first nights here was the night prior to an excursion I was in the entire night and the 2nd grade fear was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some factor this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup but you can kind of see it in fact that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed and that’s when I got up so I woke up and I ran to my mother’s room