it or anything but I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Pause… a company called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of things like that I heard about better aid from a podcast that I listened to and then I found out about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like fine Tyler you might also give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory first before I began going to treatment let me support throughout my youth I had a respectable childhood but there were always things that I was handling in my house life and at school that I really never in fact wished to handle I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I discovered how to compartmentalize practically everything and I spoke about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I really opened up about it and I got a great deal of terrific feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to simply strike the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later once I entered into treatment I learned that there’s just so much of that the human body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Pause
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hi we got to deal with this hey bear in mind that stuff we had to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s because often you remain in survival mode and once your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to attempt to treat the trauma or remedy the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable accessory to I began having psychological breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at people for the tiniest things and I likewise started having not severe however I began having a lot of night fears now backstory on the night terrors I began having night terrors in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night before a school trip I was in the entire night and the second grade terror was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some factor this was an awful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup but you can kind of see it really that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my bros and I bed and that’s when I awakened so I got up and I went to my mother’s space