it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Patty Oelze… a business called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of stuff like that I became aware of better aid from a podcast that I listened to and after that I became aware of it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled okay Tyler you may as well give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory first prior to I started going to treatment let me back up throughout my childhood I had a pretty good childhood however there were constantly things that I was dealing with in my home life and at school that I actually never in fact wished to deal with I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that do not matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to separate just about whatever and I discussed this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I actually opened up about it and I got a lot of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever began to simply hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later when I entered treatment I learned that there’s only so much of that the human body can take prior to it your Faithful Counseling Patty Oelze
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hello we got to deal with this hello keep in mind that things we needed to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s because often you remain in survival mode and as soon as your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to try to treat the injury or treat the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at people for the smallest things and I likewise started having not severe however I began having a great deal of night horrors now backstory on the night fears I began having night horrors in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night prior to an excursion I was in the second grade and the whole night fear was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup however you can sort of see it really that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed and that’s when I woke up so I awakened and I ran to my mama’s space