it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Patty Monical… a business called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of stuff like that I became aware of better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I heard about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like all right Tyler you may as well give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory initially before I began going to treatment let me back up during my youth I had a pretty good youth however there were always things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I really never ever actually wanted to deal with I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to compartmentalize just about whatever and I spoke about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I truly opened up about it and I got a lot of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever started to just hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and in the future once I entered into therapy I found out that there’s just so much of that the body can take prior to it your Faithful Counseling Patty Monical
mind keeps informing you hey we got to deal with this hey we got to handle this hi keep in mind that stuff we needed to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s since in some cases you’re in survival mode and when your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to attempt to treat the trauma or treat the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just snap I would get so upset at people for the smallest things and I also began having not extreme however I started having a great deal of night terrors now backstory on the night fears I began having night terrors in 2002 I will always remember my opening nights here was the night before an expedition I remained in the whole night and the second grade fear was me ranging from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some factor this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup but you can sort of see it actually that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my bros and I bed which’s when I woke up so I got up and I ran to my mama’s space