it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Panic Attack Commercial… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of stuff like that I found out about much better aid from a podcast that I listened to and then I found out about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like all right Tyler you might too give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory initially before I began going to therapy let me back up throughout my childhood I had a pretty good youth but there were constantly things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I really never actually wanted to deal with I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that do not matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to separate practically everything and I discussed this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I actually opened about it and I got a lot of terrific feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 everything began to just strike the fan I was just to the end of my rope and in the future once I got into treatment I discovered that there’s only a lot of that the human body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Panic Attack Commercial
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hey we got to handle this hello remember that things we needed to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s due to the fact that sometimes you remain in survival mode and when your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to attempt to fix the trauma or fix the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply snap I would get so upset at individuals for the tiniest things and I also started having not serious but I began having a lot of night fears now backstory on the night fears I began having night horrors in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night prior to an excursion I was in the second grade and the whole night terror was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup but you can sort of see it in fact that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed and that’s when I awakened so I got up and I ran to my mommy’s room